I do not think I have any real problems to worry about with
respect to Men and Socialist goons and their games as such; the reality of it
is that most of them like to think they need and know more about greed than
anybody else needs or knows and so nothing done anywhere in this world tends to
satisfy them and as such they are always rebels – rebels who think that you are
scared of them on grounds they are older than you and it is a starting point
for all kinds of privileges their foolish children will have from life as well,
rebels and idiots that want to be leaders and want to be powerful and important
which is such a huge burden. However to clear up this matter of being
vulnerable to them or their point is the stage where I am beaten the reality is
that with respect to big media bosses who are scared of their own shadows, I
have no idea what they want from me anyway and need to leave me alone, the rest
are society fools and their Politicians and tolerating them cost me my finances
first and it took five years to do so, then it was my academic work next which
took another four years to happen and now they are after my books too and they
say I work and act and do things even write books that I know is likely to be
provocative to the fathers, which is also utter nonsense because the only thing
that provokes them around here is the fact I am a Christian and at a stage
allowed them to wind me up and get off making up their own stories about what
really occurred. I am not saying they are a problem for me because what will
happen soon enough since I do not know their names and will never sell my books
while I have decided to keep my personal life to myself, is to open them up and
establish my business inside their affairs and find out how they intend to move
me from there, in order to make sense of how funny it is that my right hand
side has been wrecked and that theirs is untouched and that it is a sign of the
decadence they need to be rich and famous and important – since we all know
that even if I did not give thought to such things and how much it has cost me
to tolerate their foolish rebellion this process where it is funny would have
furnished me all the ideas I wanted eventually and it is the same all around as
they are always doing things to me that will require me to beat them down and
right down until it becomes a matter of opinion whatever they say and do about
me in public. The most important fact about this issue seems to concern things
my fans and people do, of which it is the case of the fact and truth that the
only thing anybody really knows about me is the content of my books and if they
do not buy the books have nothing here to do or say or get involved with or
bother themselves with; it leads right up to the claims and complains they
issue about how my books provoke people and of course it is one of the great
bafflement we have around here, that when I write books and they are difficult
to understand by those who need it and therefore provokes them as such, they
will attack me and make me take it out of the market. So my very existence has
been provoking people in the same way as well and that is because they think
they come from a very privileged background, they think they come from a very
lofty world and the next time I walk around their city like I am superior to
them and need to be cut down to size, it will get a lot worse. For now it seems
the back stage parliament idiots can always climb on media to try all sorts of
nonsense to determine whether I get angry or not for them but it will change
nothing about the reasons there is the need to create gang problems for black
girls and racism for whites because it is the case each time people see you and
get off to peddle you to do riches and fame and you tell them off, it is these
age group that are very fond of getting publicly happy for the violence and
dancing around old idiots to get money to buy the Music CD when the fools that
have been warned get off to do it singing me anyway instead of a song in order
to protect their boyfriends. I do not expect people to force me to fight to
restore my own normalcy in my own life with my own hands, since it will never
be pretty – it is important the fathers get off my book sales.
Now the
idea I am getting myself into a lot of trouble with these guys is utter
rubbish; no such thing and not a chance and they would not last a day if I did
either although they are rather full of themselves which is good so I don’t have
to attack people’s human rights. The truth is that the concept of mine and I am
not sharing or cannot share does not exist in their books unless a thing
belongs to them and this is what it is all about; all that crime of passion and
all that hounding on media until racists bay for my blood and stuff with a big
mouth that I guess will do it more like relax don’t do it when you want to come
or something like that. I do not think it is a major crisis provided they leave
me alone, these insults continue because they think what I have done is an act
and a show but it really isn’t because their days of glory in the 1980s was a
time when I was a child and their days of unbridled economic and political
wickedness in the 1990s was a time I was a teenager and everything I had
created to ensure I always have some spare cash in the bank should they think
that a homeless Christian is funny and there is a link between it and getting
rich has been taken away by them in conjunction with their Politicians who now
claim they have seen me do my worst confirming the assumption they make that
they are really in charge since if they were doing public work for free it is
only then that all these nonsense would have been perfectly alright – so I
still have no idea where they won that great fight they boast about either. All
I know is that they have taken away everything that was meant to ensure they do
not get into a fight with me and people are able to hound individuals like
myself who have such a strong sense of self and self security if they have
government that is providing them with funds while they spend time with which
they should be getting a job to do it or they have spare cash put away
somewhere while they spend time doing it or they have got the energy to do it
and hold down an employment all of which does confirm they have nothing to fear
from the fight they have instigated between them and myself and of course I
have had enough of them as well; it is much too late now to try and have
homosexuality in peace; these are examples of good and acceptable impetuses for people to get off and wreck my life like that, get off their modern foolishness and politics to seek ownership of every aspect of my life from personality to upbringing which suits their purposes, then tell tall tales all over the place for it, in order to seek trophy fights and trophy victories.
They do claim all the time I am big on words but really cannot take them on of course but I believe I have made it clear that it must be that they can use their own stuff to do whatever and anything they want to do, especially black people otherwise they will be fed up as well. I mean their sense of what people think about them is actually thoroughly flawed as it were, where two people attend University and have never seen or met each other before and do not even study the same subject but it becomes important for one to ensure the other drops out just so that while he recovers and gets some therapy and returns to finish his academic work, something like his furure might be built up for somebody else on media - how much wealth gets created from this to satisfy their stupid greed and how much of it if any is created becomes their own is what I mean when I say their sense of what people think about them is flawed with all that boasting of how much I will get beaten up etc. I do not think it a major crisis, I have been clear about black idiots using their own personal life to do relations with society and with people and not my own or the various other things they want to do with their stupid lives using my property etc and if not so will I show everybody where they keep it as well and then find out how many celebrities and politicians they will serve with it to get important - so we can find out how much of them I would never take on. They do say these things but where we are now is the point where I prayed to God from strength and he gave it to me to build up my own blessed perceptions and his presence all over that stupid culture standing up in the atmosphere, bound in heaven and cannot be undone, so that the purpose of that stupid culture might be a state of affairs they can make use of to attack me at any time which says that anything I own was what they created and anything I do was something they thought of first.
